Beasts of Paradise

The air.... the smell... the feel. I can't tell you what it is, but it is euphoric. Being able to sway with the breeze and sing with the crashing waves is freedom. The sand beneath my feet are squishing in between my toes and I have achieved happiness. Spinning around I wish this paradise could stay the same forever. I wish it could always be me, no one else squishing my sand in between their toes, spinning around in my breeze and singing with my waves. This is mine. Loneliness is mine. No one will change that. This paradise hurts because of my singular wish to share it's feeling with other, however then it would loose it's charm. The charm is in the secret of this paradise. Once the secret is let loose this place will consume you. The beast will emerge from the tropical brush behind he tranquil ocean and reach its morbid claws out to me, cursing me for sharing this; sharing it's home, it's cage. Every paradise is only a home for the beasts we have within. We bask in these paradises because it's where these evils can roam freely, and consume you. But, go forbid you let someone in. Why? Because judgment is only to come from this persons. These beasts are ugly and grotesque; maybe looking beautiful and somewhat harmless to you become these horrid beasts to other persons. This upsets the beasts; being judged. They begin to snarl  and nash, and swipe at you, not the person, just you. Why? Because you betrayed them. These pets, evils, beasts can feel betray and will pay you back for it. They will defeat you turn you into them. They will inject pieces of themselves into your soul, poisoning it creating it into a beast. It will turn you inside out, revealing your dark side to the rest of the world. It will encourage others to poke and judge and laugh at. This transformation maybe not permanent  will leave it's stamp on you. You will walk away with the scars, and your paradise will no longer be a paradise. It will be a collective place of regrets appointments and sheer sadness. Preserve your paradise because it will only ever be your singular safe haven and trust me you need it.